smoking and paper handling

always having dry hands really sucks.
always either handling paper or planks of wood.
sucking out the moisture.
washing off paint cleaning out brushes.
these wide arid papercuts splitting across the undersides of my digits.
i should probably invest in some hand lotion.
but you can't smoke when you have lotion on your fingers.
what are you gonna do.
nothing good ever comes easy.
or something like that.

you just read journal entry number one.
thanks!